I am Mi-Ann. 14151617182021 23 years old.
Student of the universe. Bullshit intolerant.
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everything i write here is true on the moment i wrote it. it may or may not hold truth anymore at present.
RESPECT. that's all im asking
Reach for the stars.. so if you fall short, you land in the clouds.
and so it goes, and you're the only one who knows
9:36 AM | Saturday, June 28, 2008
updates updates:
i've been so busy lately. school and CAT. rarr. until now i still am not satisfied with how things are working. but i guess i never will. it's just so different from where i was at before. every thing's just going the wrong way for me. but i have to bear with it. i have to. i miss my grade 9 section - Endurance :) i miss our bondings and every little thing about them. Endurance was such a comfort zone for me. i miss having them around. :) i miss hanging out with OBHP every other day @ the mall. since right now, there's always one of us who would be busy during dismissal time.. we never really are complete nowadays. sucks. i am curse-deprived. i'd get into trouble if i curse in school. sucks again.
and, please do pray for me. i'm getting a check up next Friday. last January, i've been having often lockjaws.. you know that thing your jaw does, like, "pops". it makes a popping sound like when you try to make sounds out of your knuckles? yea, i've been having them around 3-4 times a week. that went on and on until last week, it has become very so often. like i have it every hour. creepy i know. and just yesterday, it got worst, i can hardly even chew. god. every time i try to chew with my right molars, it starts locking and when i try to open my mouth again, it pops. creeeepy. i know. thank goodness i've not been experiencing pain along with it cause if i had, i have a bigger chance of needing to go under operation. but i don't know. i'll know for sure after next Friday so please do pray for me. i am scared.
hitting the mall with friends in a few hours. yeyy :)
i finally got hold of a Vanilla Sky cd. i have always been so intrigued what this movie was about. the title was just so catchy.. and so,
i have finished watching the movie minutes ago. the movie was very very very odd. it was all so weird and like things were happening when i don't even get the point why they were happening. and there were random flashes of scenes, and blah. but in the end, it all came down to a pretty good and unpredictable end.
this movie is not like one of those blockbuster movie where the plot is just so simple and you can directly see what message it tries to deliver. Vanilla Sky is a movie where you have to go deeper to understand what the scene was about.
it's just beautiful. basically, its a movie about reality, dreams, and decisions. my favorite scene was the first scene.. the one where David Aames (Tom Cruise) was running through the deserted streets of the New York City Times Square and at the scene at the near end of the movie where he was standing on the edge of the building rooftop where you can see a marvelous view of New York and the Vanilla Sky overhead.
to all the curious souls out there: i suggest you go find someone who owns a cd of this movie too. i know you'll get all 'huh?!'s when your watching it until it gets to the end. lol :))
and, David's mask reminds me of the Jabbawockeez. :P
"There's a school of thought that says a movie should be clear and obvious whenever possible. From the moment it leaves the theaters and begins its journey through home video and DVD, people will be doing more and more other things while it's playing and ultimately, it will be something on late night television that will play while its greatest audience is half asleep. Vanilla Sky isn't obvious. Its a movie to be watched closely. It's a story, a puzzle, a nightmare, a lucid dream, a psychedelic pop song, a movie to argue over and most of all, a movie that extends an invitation. Wherever you wanna meet it, it will meet you there."
so, "ill see you in another life, when we're both cats.."
(Weeping Willow) "song sung blue, weeping like a willow.." ♫
UPDATES UPDATES.
firstly, i got my voice back days ago from those mutants :) i am currently reading Eclipse. school started three days ago. week 1 just ended. god, week 1 alone was like hell. CAT is torture. gives you pain in your body even in places that you never knew that could ache. oh god, oh god. i want to go back to grade 9. tss. in retrospect, i ruefully admit that i didn't make the most out of grade 9. i should've enjoyed it to as much as i can, grade 10 drives me insane. i kinda don't wanna go back to school now. rarrr. i can't curse publicly @ school anymore. DEMERITS DEMERITS. :( this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. i haven't been online for 2 straight days coz i get too tired when i get home. it's like i came from military school. so, i haven't been updating a lot lately. but there's nothing much to get updated about anyway. the real CAT starts next week. my dear friends, please pray for my soul.
im bummed and tired. imma go to bed (time check: 6:36 pm) btw, 'weeping like a willow' means sadness. don't take that to literally though, i don't feel sad. just tired and idontknow and the line kinda sounded cool for me.
and oh btw, congratulate me,
IT'S MY 100th POST. :))
i wish i wrote something better but really, im just too drained.
MY VOICE HAS GONE BYEBYE. i have a feeling it's those Ninja Turles who took it. fucking mutants. but the Ghost Busters are still investigating the case.
i've been to the Year 3000. Me's at Sesame Street with Mutant Ninja Turtles looking for Ghost Busters but we only saw Voltes V fighting with Power Rangers because Sailor Moon said so. and my great great great grand daughter, is doing fine.
i've gone crazy. please forgive me. i've gone crazy, i'm so sorry (Angels in the Alleyway - but i really meant that :P)
its so nice when you have your grandma around (kaching-kaching $.$) just came from the mall. wohoo. i finally found a school bag. bingooo. and i bought Eclipse. i dunno. i just felt like splurging cause it's almost school and when there's school - there's allowance. yuhuhh.
and there's something i really really want to have - i just saw it's price when i was at the mall this afternoon - so uhh, hmmm. i guess i'll have it next summer unless things go my way.
and yea, i am hating that CAPTCHA thinggy on Myspace. you know that weird letters and numbers you have to type? it's irritating me. i know it's for safety purposes but for pete's sake, im not a computer.
recently, my posts has been so random. i know, right.
finally, my colds are getting better!! *happy dance* and sooner it will disappear.. yes, i know :)) that's why i'm happy.
we ran out of peanut butter :(( i'm miserable for that. but no worries. my papa's going to the grocers tomorrow to grab me some peanut butter and stick-o *happy dance once more*
i was in the middle of my 'trying-to-look-for-a-good-word' bubble for the previous sentence when i saw someone go online on YM and i was like 'oh god, oh god, OMG'. i know, im like this silly little girl who has this silly little crush on this silly little boy. lol, i emphasize, silly and little. :))
i love My Girl (Phil version) lol. it's just so stupid. hahaha. well, i haven't seen the original one so it's a good thing cause if i did, i would have just compared it with the original. i knew i said i would never watch this crap cause i don't like Kim.. but the character fits her hyperness and over reactions, so yeaa. i like her as Jasmine but i don't like her being hyper and over reacting Kim on ASAP. glad to have cleared that out. :))
i am so not ready for school yet. hell no. i live a perfect little life right now. every tiny bit of it. and SCHOOL just ruins my perfect life. noooo :(( but anyhoo, i get to get an allowance so, kaching-kaching. :D
if you wanna reach me, find me @ Friendster but i'm most of the time @ Multiply and Myspace (lol, oh so random :D)
PEANUT BUTTER RULES PLANET EARTH! *glorifying music plays on the background*
EDIT: "According to all Laws of Aviation, there is no way a bee should be able to fly. A bee's wings are too short and their bodies too fat. Bees, of course, fly anyway, because bees don't care what humans think is impossible"
-i found this on Bianca Gonzales' blog. ain't it inspiring? :))
PEANUT BUTTER. i love you. i love you. i love you.
and not many know this but i am a VERY big fan of Clay Aiken. i have always always loved his voice. (i can guarantee that Karen&Feliz will attest to this). but i can't say that i like how much he has transformed. you know, the long blonde hair thing. i loved it when it was brown-ish. but anyhoo, I AM REALLY REALLY HAPPY TO KNOW THAT HE WILL BE A FATHER SOON. yeiiiy clay. :)
fucking colds won't go away. i'm telling you, i am under three medications right now and it's not getting any better.
and i am getting addicted to this Hearts card game that is on every PC. you know that card game no one ever knew how to play? yeaa. i figured out how it goes and i am addicted.
when I was a little girl i swore that i would change the world when I grew up, nothing else would be enough.
i see it everyday we settle for safeand lose ourselves along the way cause if you don’t dream big, what’s the use of dreaming? if you don’t have faith, there’s nothing worth believingit takes wild hope to make the stars worth reaching for.so reach out for something more. -Dream Big ; Emily Shackleton/David Cook
and so it goes. i was listening to this song again and again and it pretty much hit me all the time. everyone has dreams and as i have learned, the dreams that we have as children are the purest ones since we don’t get influenced by things around us, we pretty much spoke from the deepest desires of our hearts. i knew that when i was a little girl, I swore to myself that I would become a Marine Biologist cause i have discovered my inner fondness of the water and my strong desire to preserve the marine life. water is something i have been so passionate about. but as years went, my perspective in life changed.
as much as I want to pursue something i am passionate about, life ain’t that easy. we have to cope up with the needs of the present and deal with the reality that sometimes, we have to give up something we want for ourselves, for the greater good.
i am talking about the number of young people who are forced by surrounding factors to take up Nursing instead of doing what they really want to do in life. they do this for the sake of their families so they could financially help them and keep up with the growing needs of the present. to work abroad and eventually bring the rest of our families along to escape the situation we have in the Philippines with this kind of government. let’s face it, we all want to live in a place where we feel secured and at peace and the Philippines is not really the best place you want to be when it comes to that.
everywhere you look you find homeless people, jobless people and people who resort to vices to ease their selves up from all their misfortunes and problems they are facing. is this the ideal kind of place to live in? hell no. and i personally blame the government for destroying the dreams of the young people. if the people in the government focus on helping those in need and making this place a better one more than helping themselves corrupt money to satisfy their greed, i don’t think we would be forced to take up courses to secure us jobs that can make us get away from this damned place.
LIFE – DREAMS = JOB. -Eureka
But on the lighter note, I have realized that nursing isn’t a bad course. keeping those financial reasons away from my mind, i can see the benefits of having this kind of job. i can say that i am one of those people who like to help people and see what effects we can do by our small help. and what more way to make people happy than to save lives? i know that other jobs can also help other people but in an indirect way. I personally would like to take a front row seat and help them in a direct way and also see how happy i can make them feel, directly. and I am also a type of person who is interested in learning stories of people’s lives and being a nurse, you get the opportunity to interact with people and get to know their stories. just thinking about it already makes me feel happy.
so yea, that’s the way i deal with this things, by thinking of the positive side. cause it is important to do something for the rest of your life that you yourself are happy with. and recently, i can see a clearer picture of myself in the position i am aiming to be at in the future. hopefully.
so my dream now is to be in a place in the future where I am able to make other people happy and myself as well.
and as far as water goes, i am helping by being the Drip Watch at home. i hate hearing those sounds of dripping water. it’s not that i don’t like the sound but it’s the idea that people actually allow water to drip when they know that that water could be saved. think of the other people in the world who are not as fortunate as us to have good water supply, so please for pete’s sake, save water. not many know this but dripping water is my ultimate pet peeve.
i wrote this one on MS WORD 3 days ago. we lost our internet connection because of the unknown. the Broadband people were supposed to come check our router today but when i tried turning on the router this morning, it connected. stupid router. so yeaa. welcome me back.
it's almost classes and i don't like it. my colds are coming and going. i can't understand it. my Npower(MP4), which i named Lil Bitch (in honor of Kevin of TheOC whom i totally love.. and i'll be seeing as James in Twlight Movie), and i have developed this weird connection. you know those times when you'd want to hear this kind of music and just that kind of music? well Lil Bitch's always on shuffle and whenever i want to hear a kind of music, i just select one song of that genre and leave if shuffled, and it'd play songs i would want to hear. but there are times though that i would like hearing slow songs and in a middle of a slow songs succession a rock song manages to cut through. rarr. haha.
i've been sleeping a lot lately.i miss American Idol. rarr
