Hey, Mr. Curiosity.
3:40 PM | Wednesday, September 09, 2009
so. i know i haven't written for a long time. and right now, i actually should be doing more important stuff. but i just have the knack of doing things just right there and then when i want to. how long was it since i last blogged? a couple of months ago, and i assure you, tons have happened within those months. i'm in college now. (:
enjoying the comfort of familiar faces and getting acquainted with new ones.
more expectations to live up to, increasing pressure to survive through.
eye-openings and new learnings,
more things to ponder about.
new hopes and dreams, more wishes and aspirations.
new people to please,
the old me struggling for improvement.
more decisions, more freedom, more responsibility, a lot to choose from.
re-evaluation of who i really am, who i'm not, who i'm supposed to be.
more lies, more disappointment,
but never regrets.
more tension, more nostalgia over how things used to be.
adventures, laughters, more spending of money, less money to save. lol
more realizations, a few more wishes,
a few more thoughts hard to articulate.
new feelings,
new uncertainties. more questions, more need for
answers.
exhaustion, fear, sadness, disapproval, praises, curses.
that's how things have been. but i'm gonna keep going.
cause anyway, life is nothing more of a mystery to you than it is to me.
and hopefully, i get to blog more, soon. (: