Common Cement.
9:59 PM | Sunday, June 28, 2009
as i have insinuated in my past blogs, i have a nocturnal blog brain. so big shocker i am doing this tonight! haha so, i have finally decided to get to writing a blog. i've been meaning to for the past month but i was never really able to do it, did i? haha so here.
i actually have a plethora of things i would love to talk about.. but then it would be long.. and boring.. and tiring. i really have troubles with organizing my thoughts and structuring sentences to actually make it mean something worth your time reading.. so to avoid unintelligible murmurs, i'll try to keep this short. :D
i've officially started college! :D to tell you honestly, up till now i still question myself if this is where i want myself to be, and if i could actually picture myself in this vocation in the future. it's all still a blur. and i have to admit, i am not yet convinced.. but oh well, i guess i'd have to see where the universe leads me to. and i hope i make good choices.. for me. college so far, has been okey. i get breaks here and there.. get to go to places in between classes, tag my phone along, eat during classes without being reprimanded.. you know, things i've never been able to do during highschool. and, i get to meet new people.. yada yada yada.
i miss highschool, though. i miss CIC. i miss my friends. you'll never really fully realize the gravity of things until you lose it. it's just been two weeks since college started and here i am, already missing it too much. :( but i'm glad that in retrospect of that 4 years i've learned to love and dread at the same time, i could contentedly say to myself that i would've never chosen to spend my highschool years other than the way i spent it. despite all those down moments, you know, i've learned from everything i experienced.
wow this blog is boring verging on nonsense.
MiAnn's insight of the day:
No person is your friend, no person is your foe. But every person is your mentor.i apologize for the dullness of this post. gaah. i am desperate.
Hey Hey, Something's different with my world today.
9:37 PM | Sunday, June 07, 2009
.. yea, i wish. (title coined from a line of Mraz's song)
i feel tired. i am tired. so tired. funny thing is, there's not one single rational reason for me to be tired. for the past two months i am mostly at home either watching tv, online, eating or sleeping. a concrete example of a hard core couch potato. but still, i feel tired. i
am tired. maybe with how my life has been this boring routine. Boring is tiring. oh, the paradox of life. poignant yet inadvertently funny.
but still, i hope the universe offers me something interesting soon. i'm begging for it. please grant salvation to the boringness of this mundane lifestyle i now possess. i'm beggin' youuu.
