hahaha. yea. there. haha. Mdm. Gallur also asked us to
pick a date of our death. i wish that could happen in real life. haha. anyway, i chose
September 31, 2074 because of the song
"Wake Me Up When September Ends". i'm weird, i know. hahaha.
seriously speaking, this topic made me think about death.
my death. true enough, it's like this topic's been tabooed. people hate talking about death. but why? i mean. it's one constant thing here on earth. it's inevitable.
there's no way to escape death. anyway, waaay before, i'd like to believe that a
sudden death, as in an unexpected sudden (talk about redundancy. haha) death
would be better because as much as possible, i don't want to feel any pain. but i've later on realized (due to some stories from Mdm Gallur and a certain person named "Morrie", Tuesdays with Morrie guy) that its
pure selfishness. so, now, i'd like to know when i'd die. i don't care if i have to go through a lot of medications or whatever but i'd like to die in a
natural death. i want to grow old and when the time comes that i'll sense that sooner or later, i'm leaving,
at least i'd be able to bid everyone goodbye and say my last words. :) sighs.
"When you learn to die, you learn to live"
read and understand. :D