9:34 PM | Monday, January 21, 2008
you have no idea how enraged and frustrated i am to be a scatter brain.
why can't i write something as good as those of what i read?
i have a lot of things going on in my head and i just can't put them into words.
well maybe i can but they can never sound literary. this matter never made me feel inferior before but goodness heavens, i need to come up with something good and worth listening now. I HAVE TO. damn it.
arrrrrggg. i've always known about this weakness. i want to express the things i have in my mind but i always have a problem how. god help me.
sorry for ranting.
this blog was made not to be read but to be written, anyway. (yes, a line from Sydney White.)
i.am.desperate.