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12:01 PM | Monday, May 12, 2008
right now i am allowing you and some other strangers to penetrate my mind. these are 7 things the most people don't actually know about me.
so yea, i kinda got the idea from those tag-posts on multiply.
7. i can easily be very obsessive about something.
it can be anything. from stars to dark magic to tv shows to people to anything. i'd Google it and go to different sites containing information on the subject of my obsession. and it's obvious what i am obsessing right now. or who, rather. and if you don't have the slightest idea, you prolly don't know me at all so go figure.
6. i easily get bored.as much as i easily get obsessed on something, i easily get bored on the topic too so i move on to another obsession. my interest span is just a bit longer than the attention span of a rabbit. but that's different when it comes to shows, like American Idol cause every week, there's always something new so i never run out of things to find out and dirt to dig. but as soon as the show's over, time to move on. same with people, like crushes.. their absences bore me so i try find another interesting soul. lol
5. i am a frustrated singer.that's self explanatory. and oh, add frustrated pianist, too. lol. i am self teaching myself some songs on piano but i don't intend to get proper education on the instrument. and i never never never finish learning the song. i just go with the intro and sometimes, first verse too.
4. i am picky with songs.
i am. not everything on pop music interests me that much. as some of my close would friends know, i do not like Bleeding Love, No Air and some other pop songs right now. as add some Natasha Bedingfield. i hate her, too. no not the songs, some of her songs are actually good (ie Unwritten) but i hate her for some reasons only few know (ha ha ha). i listen to house music and hip hop but i don't put them on my MP4. see, house music and hip hop music are 'short term songs' as i call them cause they don't last long. why? cause these type of music is very dependent on its beat cause that's what they're for, dancing. their lyrics don't have meanings that could capture you every single time so once everyone gets familiar with the beat, it get boring.. time to move on to another new flavor. and there are only very few hiphop and house music with meaningful lyrics (ie I Believe - Yolanda Adams) and that sucks.
unlike slow songs and some rock songs, the songs try to deliver a message to the listener so even if it's not new anymore, i can still stand to listen to these type of songs because of the message that i could somehow relate to or imagine to cause i am a person who gives importance to the lyrics of songs. songs are like stories for me. some rock songs though, are not that meaningful for me cause they talk about sex, suicide, rebellion and all stuff.. and i am most definitely not that type of person. but i have to say, there are people who can relate to these kind of stuff that is why rock music sells cause it doesn't only focus on the beat but the lyrics too. although i have to say, i also get impressed by the beat and the harmony of the instrument of rock songs.
and i like a lot of old school music. 60s 70s 80s 90s.beatles, anyone?
3. i am very emotional when i watch movies and read books.especially when it deals with death, i have a weak spot for that. and in almost all movies and books i've read, i've shed some tears. but i genuinely get very very interested in investigation shows, movies and books. i like that certain feeling that intriguing situations bring, it's this tingly feeling in your spine that could really really drive me crazy and the feeling of relief and amazement when puzzles get solved and everything gets right back to place. i like the challenge. that is probably why i get so attached to Detective Conan, CSI, House and Shark.
2. i sometimes question God's existence.i just do. there are questions that keep popping in my mind that can never be answered and even if i try to shove them off, they always manage to hunt me back. its really weird. and honestly, if you ask me, if i am at the same time when Jesus came on earth, would i be one of the believers or one of the people who insisted on persecuting him, i would say, i would not believe Jesus at that time. but i would not insist on persecuting him because i just don't like the thought of killing someone. yes, my thoughts are contradicting. but i really would not believe in Jesus at that time. but anyway, i guess those events happened to give enough evidence for the people of the future (us) to have faith. but not enough to prove and answer questions. it's so full of mystery and we can only leave it that way.
1. i am actually a deeper person than what people give me credit for.
yea. i analyze stuff in my mind but that stays there. i have a lot of questions to some things that people tell me, i have a lot of opinions of a lot of things but that usually just stays there in my mind. i am not a person who speaks out much cause i don't like going against narrow minded people cause no matter what i say they would always stick to what they believe in so there is no point in telling them off. and sometimes, i just let things be. i won't care anymore on what they think as long as
i know what i think.and i sometimes analyze the way people act. it's really interesting. i try to find out why they act that way and their motives. people's actions intrigue me. and that's why i limit my self when i am around people cause i analyze on how they react. specially strangers. it's a good thing and a bad thing. but when i am with the people i am comfortable with, i let it all out cause i know these people and i wouldn't care on what they would think cause no matter what, i know they'll accept me.
love you guys. :)
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