Common Cement.
9:59 PM | Sunday, June 28, 2009
as i have insinuated in my past blogs, i have a nocturnal blog brain. so big shocker i am doing this tonight! haha so, i have finally decided to get to writing a blog. i've been meaning to for the past month but i was never really able to do it, did i? haha so here.
i actually have a plethora of things i would love to talk about.. but then it would be long.. and boring.. and tiring. i really have troubles with organizing my thoughts and structuring sentences to actually make it mean something worth your time reading.. so to avoid unintelligible murmurs, i'll try to keep this short. :D
i've officially started college! :D to tell you honestly, up till now i still question myself if this is where i want myself to be, and if i could actually picture myself in this vocation in the future. it's all still a blur. and i have to admit, i am not yet convinced.. but oh well, i guess i'd have to see where the universe leads me to. and i hope i make good choices.. for me. college so far, has been okey. i get breaks here and there.. get to go to places in between classes, tag my phone along, eat during classes without being reprimanded.. you know, things i've never been able to do during highschool. and, i get to meet new people.. yada yada yada.
i miss highschool, though. i miss CIC. i miss my friends. you'll never really fully realize the gravity of things until you lose it. it's just been two weeks since college started and here i am, already missing it too much. :( but i'm glad that in retrospect of that 4 years i've learned to love and dread at the same time, i could contentedly say to myself that i would've never chosen to spend my highschool years other than the way i spent it. despite all those down moments, you know, i've learned from everything i experienced.
wow this blog is boring verging on nonsense.
MiAnn's insight of the day:
No person is your friend, no person is your foe. But every person is your mentor.i apologize for the dullness of this post. gaah. i am desperate.
